24. Why You Can Hear Your Intuition But Still Don't Trust It

Have you ever had a powerful intuitive download  felt it alive in your body, knew it was true with every part of your being  and then the moment life got practical, the doubt crept in?

In this episode I'm speaking into one of the most common experiences on the spiritual path the gap between hearing your intuition and actually trusting it enough to live from it.

Because your intuition is part of your channelling system. It is the filter through which the divine speaks to you. And when we understand why the doubt comes in, we can stop fighting it and start working with it.

In this episode we explore

• Why your intuition feels clear in meditation but fades the moment you return to everyday life
• The real reason doubt creeps in and why it's not a sign you're doing it wrong
• How your nervous system, ancestral conditioning, and past life wounding all play a role in how safely you can trust yourself
• Why your intuition needs to be embodied not just received to become stable and consistent
• How to start treating your intuition like a muscle and strengthen it in everyday life
• A live practice to help you identify your own intuitive sense and how it speaks to you

Your intuition is not broken. It just needs a safe place to hold it.

If this episode sparked something in you and you want to go deeper  to truly understand your channelling system, how the divine speaks to you, and how to embody that in your everyday life reach out and send me a DM. This is the work I do.

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Transcript

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Welcome to Living with Light, a podcast for the mystic, the channel, the truth seeker, those on the spiritual path ready to awaken, embody, and embrace their divinity. This is a place of connection, free remembrance of the divine within and devotion to your sacred return. I am Gemma, a channel, an energy healer, and a guide for those walking the priestess path of devotion. Together we will explore the sacred journey of remembrance, where your body becomes the temple, your heart the altar, and your life a devotion to light. Here you'll find transmissions, teachings, and energetic codes to awaken your gifts, to guide you home to your divine essence. I'm so excited to be on this journey together. Today I am speaking into why you can hear your intuition, but you still don't trust it. We've all felt it, that quiet inner knowing, that sense that something is off or that something feels totally aligned. But we've questioned what we've thought. We've had that intuitive download, that nudge from the divine, and then again outsourced to give me another sign. I need more confirmation. We hold so tightly onto we need proof. When your intuition is speaking to you, it is part of your channeling system, it is the filter that allows the divine to speak to you. Now, when we talk about the divine, yes, of course, there is the Holy Spirit, the all that is, the source, God, creation, however, you want to see, perceive that infinite, unconditional love that created the universe. But within itself, it has flavors, threads, and manifestations. So that's where we work with different, or you could call it archetypes as well, and that's where we work with different energies of the divine. So the energies of abundance or the energies of unconditional love and compassion. Maybe you need to bring in that fire, that inner alchemizing energy to help you move through and find that courage to really step onto the path or step into something that you know that you've really, you know it's aligned for you, but there's still that little bit of fear holding you back and that little bit of wobble before you step into that version of yourself. Often I hear lots of people talking about like quantum leaping. That's the threshold. Whenever you hear that, that's what they're talking about. They're they're moving through that initiational period of being embodied. I know what it's like to have deep, infinite, beautiful, ancient guidance drop into a meditation, a journaling space. And when you're deeply connected to that energy, it feels alive in your body, you know it is true with every aspect of your being. There's no ounce of you that doesn't believe in what's coming through, and the moment that you disconnect, or not so much disconnect because we're never disconnected, but your awareness goes away from the current, so the current of the flow of the divine, when your awareness is slightly shifted, and let's be honest, that happens to everybody because we're human and we need to do practical human things. When that awareness is shifted, that's when the frequency of our human has has that ebbs and flows, because she's obviously moving through different frequencies, and that's when the doubt will creep in, or that's when you'll second guess what came through, or you'll question the um intuitive nudge or the guidance, or you'll have the emotional responses. And often for me, when I first started my journey, those emotional responses were quite apparent in my body. Um, I would feel physically sick when I needed to move through quite a lot of energetic energy, and of course, that would also then trigger like, oh my god, it's not right, because like I'm having this, what I perceived as a negative reaction, when in reality it was just an energetic reaction. It was how I was perceiving the energy to be good or bad, I was naming it, and I've noticed as I've continued on my journey, I've really let go of good and bad, light and dark. It is all just divine, and we're moving through just different flavors of it. So, one of the reasons that this happens, one of the reasons why the doubt comes in, or we don't fully trust ourselves and to continue at that higher frequency, is that we've allowed ourselves to drop in frequency, so we're not doing our spiritual practices. So, if you're on the spiritual path, you need to have daily practices in order to connect and raise the frequency of your human vessel. Now, there are millions of different ways we can connect with the divine. It doesn't need to be sitting in an hour-long meditation. Of course, meditation is beautiful. I do a 15-20-minute meditation every day. That is amazing, but that works for me. It may not necessarily work for you. Walking on the beach, being out in nature is another great way to connect with the infinite wisdom that's available to us because God is nature and it instantly raises our frequency when we're in nature. There are so many other spiritual tools that you can do to keep that frequency high. So when we are moving through a period of change and transition, we're really wanting to notice when we have that wobble, notice when we're dipping into fear. And that's where the magic happens. This looking at your shadows and looking at your wounding is the best gift you can give to yourself. Embracing the energies that are of the dark feminine has completely changed my life. It has allowed me to move through past woundings, been able to move through any silencing I've had around my truth. And we've all, as divine feminine women, we've all had that wounding. If you're on the spiritual path, of course, you would be fully aware of that. We've all got our ancestral conditioning and that lineage, of course. We've then got our human elements of wounding that we've had from childhood. Our nervous system needs to feel safe. There's many different levels that we need to all simultaneously be working on. Now that sounds super overwhelming as I've said that, but I just want to bring it back to it's not when you're connected to the divine. Because when we are in flow and fully divinely connected, we're actually moving through at a level that's not attracting that frequency anymore. So it's not attracting our wounding. We're allowing that to be almost like the way I see it, especially with how our channeling systems work or how our connection to the divine works, is that in the back end it's clearing a lot of the gunk for us because our frequency is raised. We don't necessarily need to point a light onto it to know that it's happening. But of course, if something's coming up into your vision, you're being you're being triggered physically, emotionally, all of the things, then that's when we need to work through that wound. When your intuition is sporadic and it's dropping these beautiful ancient truths into your human vessel, if it isn't, if it doesn't have anywhere to anchor, it's not going to stay. Now you would definitely know that from any time where you have said, I know what I need to do, but I just can't do the steps because the wisdom hasn't been embodied. And that's one of the steps in order to make your intuition clear, concise, and anchored. We need it embodied in our human vessel. So your intuition is a muscle. Think of it like a muscle, like we have to practice it, use it for it to be strong and robust, and for us to trust that it will be there when we need it and trust the guidance that it's giving. When you first start to receive intuitive messages, it can be overwhelming. And one of the ways that we anchor it in our house, and how I get my kids to practice their intuition is we play a game of we one person will think of a color and keep repeating it over and over and over in silently in their mind, and the other person will guess at. I heard it and I just knew. And one of my biggest senses is inner knowing, and it is one of the hardest ones to embody, I think, because when I get visions of past lives, it's so much easier for me to understand and believe it. When I have an inner knowing, you have to truly trust your body, and so there's a deeper level of trust that I think that comes with that. And us, we would all have inner knowing as divine feminines, but we have been taught to distrust it for so long that our cellular system actively rejects the messages. So it is a truly fun game to practice. Actually, let's do it now. Okay, I'm going to be thinking, I'll I'll make it a little bit easy. I'll give you three colors and then I'll start thinking it. Okay, so the colors are red, orange, and green. So take a deep breath in and then just release the energy. And I'm now going to repeat the color silently, and just notice how you feel what comes to you. Okay, so the colour was red. Let me know if you got it right. That was pretty fun. Um, I think and also if you didn't get it right, that's totally fine. Just pay attention to did you hear the did you hear red and then overwrote it, or did you feel it, did you sense it? And that little bit of um almost like investigation on how our intuition works will help you embody it in those moments of distrust, and especially when you're moving through a much bigger transformation. If that sparks something in you and you would like to go deeper, please send me a DM, reach out. This is what I help women with to embody and embrace their channel, their intuition, and we go really deep on that so you truly understand on a practical level where and where the messages are coming from, what level of your channeling system they're coming from, who's coming through, what flavor of the divine, what thread of the divine is coming through, so that you can really feel embodied in the answer and in deep, deep trust. That is one of the things that really helped me in my channeling journey is understanding how it all works, how I'm all connected. Because once my human could understand it, the flow of information made so much more sense in my human. Thanks so much for being here and doing this work. It matters so much more than you know. Om namon narayeni.